Hopped Up Out Tha Bed...DAMN my swag is STILL on?!?!

Hi Kids!!! I hope everyone is doing well! I am FAB!! Sorry I've been M.i.A. for so long, but hey!..when you're grind is goin hard and payin off, why slow down right?!?! RIGHT!! Well being that it's been a slow and lazy Sunday I can now catch up with you!! YAY!!! First and foremost, I must let you guys that I've made some major changes in my life in the past couple months sooo the content of my blog might change a little bit because I have different things to talk about and different a somewha different focus now! Soooo yea! But things have been going sooooo FAB for me lately!! The radio thing is really taking off and my grind has been serious. I am surrounding myself by people who have the same interests as me and who really care about me as a person and the dreams I have...and that's an awesome feeling. So for those who were "friends of mine" last month, you probably didn't make it to THIS month! LOL! Sorry....REAL QUICK shout out to my homie Jamal...I'm listenin to his radio show right now...FlyBoy Radio wmucradio.com...kid is doin big things!!!! Sidebar: twitter is mad wack...I just REALLY can't commit to the movement. Sorry! Make sure everyone keeps up with what's going on with WSTU Radio...we got big things poppin! :)~ Everyone is asking how my love life is going.....umm just know its going! LMAO!!! You know how I do..Umm I'll be spending ALL summer in Chicago working with 107.5 WGCI sooo when I get there is when my main thing will start blossoming again hopefully ;)! That's about all we have to catch up on right now I think!!

Smooches....

ViVA LA CABO!!

I will be headed to Cabo San Lucas on Saturday with my bestie Eppie!! Cannot wait!!!! 7 days in PARADiSE!!! We might do some video blogging for you guys so you can feel included LOL!! So check back and see what we come up with!! This semester has been SOOO trying to far! I need this break like NO OTHER!!!! Plus I never get to see Eppie because she goes to UNC and I'm @ CAU!!!! AHHH!! Can you say girl time?!!? Mid-terms are this week and they r not playing games with me at all sooo I might not blog too much this week!! Sorry! I know I've been slackin but life is hard! LOL! I will try to do better tho! Promise! Wish me luck on my exams and pray for my safety on my trip! I will do the same for all of you who are traveling!
.......smooches.

P A R A N O i D

So yes I'm still raving about this latest Yeezy album..like I said in a previous post, if you haven't copped 808's && Heartbreak (or as I like to refer to it: Mo, Get Your Shit Together Like ASAP Before You Never Find A Man), then you need to get in your car right now and go COP IT...PLEASE DO NOT download it you bitches. Okay, but real quick:

I was recently having a convo with one of my dearest friends about how I know I'm that chick in the "Heartless" AND in "Paranoid"...we ended up discussing both songs in depth. When we got to "Paranoid" she said something that REALLY got me thinking and I wanted to share it with you (especially my ladies)...she said, "Morgan, if you're paranoid about this, that, and the third...this girl...that girl...why he's out...why he hasn't called...THEN you're wasting a bunch of time and you're making yourself look stupid and pathetic. What you REALLY need to be wondering is why you think so LITTLE of YOURSELF to be so PARANOID. If you think a guy might be cheating or might be actin a fool...it has nothing to do with that guy. It has EVERYTHING to do with the fact that you don't think enough of yourself to think someone could be good to you. And that's where your problem is. But I'm just sayin....MAN DOWN!"

*~*SMOOCHES FROM MO*~*

You Shoulda known he would get his OWN post!!!!

On a day when you are supposed to give thanks for things and people that you have in your life, I find myself giving thanks for someone who I no longer have in my life physically. They say some people come in your life to teach things and their stay may only be seasonal. Well, David taught me that things don't have to be perfect, but they can still be beautiful. I miss him everyday and he holds a place in my heart that no one can ever touch. I know he keeps me safe and sane...and because of him I am forever blessed.

David: I don't think you can even believe how much I miss you. Every day, every minute, every second..I am missing you. It's still hard to believe you are gone. It seems like just yesterday we were sitting in the parking lot of that pool party Julian was at spying through the fence, wondering if we should let him stay because it looked a little out of control!! LOL! Man, I miss you. So many things have changed since you've been gone...I find myself meeting new people and not even giving them a chance at being a good friend because I just would rather have YOU back. My heart aches with a pain that I never knew one person could feel. I feel so selfish because I know you are at peace and I know you're in a better place, but I want you back...here with me...with all of us. I know I shouldn't feel that way, but I do. I see people with their best friends out and about or in their little Facebook pictures...and I can't help but be jealous and a little angry because my best friend isn't here anymore...we can't take anymore pictures...I can't call him and tell him how bad my day was. I was just telling Julian the other day about that time we all went to Seikisui (me, you, Coleman, and Espe)...and you ordered the oysters and after you had JUST finished telling us how gross they were Coleman stuffs some in his mouth...we couldn't stop laughing. I miss laughing with you. I even miss fighting with you. I can't help but wonder if you would be proud of the person I am or the person I am becoming. Sometimes I know you wouldn't. But I try to do a little better everyday. I know I'm not the same...and to be honest, I'm kind of a mess. I don't let myself get close to anyone because I'm afraid I will lose them. I even ended some of my closer friendships after you left...I was just too scared. I'm trying though...I'm trying. My heart is broken...sometimes I wonder if it's even still there. If it is, I know it's in a million pieces and it's as cold as ice. I know I should be getting it together by now...I guess I'm still waiting for you to come back and say it was all a joke so I can yell at you and then give you my famous "don't do that shit again, David...oh you're smilin like I'm playin...love you, too." But anyway, I'll stop rambling. But I just wanted you to know how much I love you...and I'm so sorry if I didn't tell you as much as I should have...because God knows you told me every single chance you got that you loved me. I'm sorry for all the time I wasted being mad or upset or jealous...but for every time I was "mad", I hope you know I never didn't care or never stopped loving you. I loved you everyday. I still do. I realized I can't call your leaving a "loss". Because I'm not a loser. There's no way I couldve had someone like you in my life and be a loser. I'm a winner. I won the ultimate prize. Having had you in my life makes me have so much faith in God...because he thought enough of me to place you in my life. I am forever thankful. David, I love you...I miss you...I love you.

"Morgan, you know me so well and I know at this point you know all of my games and you won't take any of my bullshit and that's probably why it can't work. And it makes me really mad. But it's also why I love you so much and why we will always have each other. Now, call and see where Eppie's house is."--David R. Boyd II

Some of the People I Am THANKFUL For!

These are a few pics of me and the people who mean sooo sooo much to me!!! I'm definitely thankful for all of them!! Yessss....and of course I included myself! WTF!