This Is What "Yes, I've Upgraded" Looks Like

Hate if you must.

P A R A N O i D

So yes I'm still raving about this latest Yeezy album..like I said in a previous post, if you haven't copped 808's && Heartbreak (or as I like to refer to it: Mo, Get Your Shit Together Like ASAP Before You Never Find A Man), then you need to get in your car right now and go COP IT...PLEASE DO NOT download it you bitches. Okay, but real quick:

I was recently having a convo with one of my dearest friends about how I know I'm that chick in the "Heartless" AND in "Paranoid"...we ended up discussing both songs in depth. When we got to "Paranoid" she said something that REALLY got me thinking and I wanted to share it with you (especially my ladies)...she said, "Morgan, if you're paranoid about this, that, and the third...this girl...that girl...why he's out...why he hasn't called...THEN you're wasting a bunch of time and you're making yourself look stupid and pathetic. What you REALLY need to be wondering is why you think so LITTLE of YOURSELF to be so PARANOID. If you think a guy might be cheating or might be actin a fool...it has nothing to do with that guy. It has EVERYTHING to do with the fact that you don't think enough of yourself to think someone could be good to you. And that's where your problem is. But I'm just sayin....MAN DOWN!"

*~*SMOOCHES FROM MO*~*

Yung Berg Needs To Have A Seat...For Real For Real!

Soooo I'm already not a fan of Yung Berg's dumbass in the first place...I can REALLY do without him. But this dude has really gone off the deep end. The "rapper" who has previously made negative statements about darker skinned women is slated to have his own reality dating show...and get this, he and his management team are attempting to cast ALL DARK SKINNED GIRLS!!! ((does he REALLY think this makes up for him referring to darker women as "dark butts" and saying he doesn't find them attractive??)) His management team has reached out to the casting company in charge of casting ladies for the show requesting darker skinned girls in an attempt to "find exceptional stand out beautiful dark skin/brown skin women to showcase all races of beauty on the show”. He's really interested in casting video model Jeri J. because he claims she is "pretty for a dark skin shorty".

What a LOAD of CRAP!!!! This guy REALLY thinks we are idiots. I truly pray that Jeri J. doesn't do the show. She needs to tell this kid that she only works for REAL RAPPERS/ENTERTAINERS....

In closing, Yung Berg, go sit down somewhere.....so serious.

*~*SMOOCHES FROM MO*~*

You Shoulda known he would get his OWN post!!!!

On a day when you are supposed to give thanks for things and people that you have in your life, I find myself giving thanks for someone who I no longer have in my life physically. They say some people come in your life to teach things and their stay may only be seasonal. Well, David taught me that things don't have to be perfect, but they can still be beautiful. I miss him everyday and he holds a place in my heart that no one can ever touch. I know he keeps me safe and sane...and because of him I am forever blessed.

David: I don't think you can even believe how much I miss you. Every day, every minute, every second..I am missing you. It's still hard to believe you are gone. It seems like just yesterday we were sitting in the parking lot of that pool party Julian was at spying through the fence, wondering if we should let him stay because it looked a little out of control!! LOL! Man, I miss you. So many things have changed since you've been gone...I find myself meeting new people and not even giving them a chance at being a good friend because I just would rather have YOU back. My heart aches with a pain that I never knew one person could feel. I feel so selfish because I know you are at peace and I know you're in a better place, but I want you back...here with me...with all of us. I know I shouldn't feel that way, but I do. I see people with their best friends out and about or in their little Facebook pictures...and I can't help but be jealous and a little angry because my best friend isn't here anymore...we can't take anymore pictures...I can't call him and tell him how bad my day was. I was just telling Julian the other day about that time we all went to Seikisui (me, you, Coleman, and Espe)...and you ordered the oysters and after you had JUST finished telling us how gross they were Coleman stuffs some in his mouth...we couldn't stop laughing. I miss laughing with you. I even miss fighting with you. I can't help but wonder if you would be proud of the person I am or the person I am becoming. Sometimes I know you wouldn't. But I try to do a little better everyday. I know I'm not the same...and to be honest, I'm kind of a mess. I don't let myself get close to anyone because I'm afraid I will lose them. I even ended some of my closer friendships after you left...I was just too scared. I'm trying though...I'm trying. My heart is broken...sometimes I wonder if it's even still there. If it is, I know it's in a million pieces and it's as cold as ice. I know I should be getting it together by now...I guess I'm still waiting for you to come back and say it was all a joke so I can yell at you and then give you my famous "don't do that shit again, David...oh you're smilin like I'm playin...love you, too." But anyway, I'll stop rambling. But I just wanted you to know how much I love you...and I'm so sorry if I didn't tell you as much as I should have...because God knows you told me every single chance you got that you loved me. I'm sorry for all the time I wasted being mad or upset or jealous...but for every time I was "mad", I hope you know I never didn't care or never stopped loving you. I loved you everyday. I still do. I realized I can't call your leaving a "loss". Because I'm not a loser. There's no way I couldve had someone like you in my life and be a loser. I'm a winner. I won the ultimate prize. Having had you in my life makes me have so much faith in God...because he thought enough of me to place you in my life. I am forever thankful. David, I love you...I miss you...I love you.

"Morgan, you know me so well and I know at this point you know all of my games and you won't take any of my bullshit and that's probably why it can't work. And it makes me really mad. But it's also why I love you so much and why we will always have each other. Now, call and see where Eppie's house is."--David R. Boyd II

Some of the People I Am THANKFUL For!

These are a few pics of me and the people who mean sooo sooo much to me!!! I'm definitely thankful for all of them!! Yessss....and of course I included myself! WTF!

HAPPY TURKEY DAY BiiiTCHESSSS!

So it's Thanksgiving again and I know EVERY SINGLE ONE OF YOU has SOMETHING to be thankful for...and if you can't think of anything, be thankful for the computer or cellie that allows you to access Stiletto Stories! Yee dig?!? I'm thankful for so many things. It's been a interesting, stressful, yet oh so blessed year. Here are the TOP 10 things I'm THANKFUL FOR:
10. Having my little brother in the A ( a freshman at MOREHOUSE COLLEGE)!!!
9. The body of a GODDESS....
8. Stilettos...because everyone knows they can MAKE any outfit...PLUS every boy loves a high heel (with or WITHOUT clothes to match).
7. Sooo many SUSHI restaurants in ATL and So many friends that will eat sushi with me on any given day at any given time.
6. Lips that keep the boys comin....
5. My new condo.
4. AMAZING PARENTS WHO PAY FOR MY NEW CONDO!!!!!!!!!!!!
3. Every single BOY that has taught me any lessons on life&&love.
2. Rainy days that allow you to stay inside with the one you care about and get to know them even better.
1. An AMAZING GOD who proves to me over and over that he is in control in my life and he has so many wonderful things in store for me. Thank you Lord for showing me that no matter how hard it might seem, you'll never bring me to it not to bring me through it. *Weeping may endure for a night, but joy commeth in the morning.*

Who Said TOYS are for kids?!?!

My MUST-HAVE accessory of the YEAR comes from the awesome people @ ToyWatch. This company makes some of the most AMAZING watches ever!!!! You can find many of your fave celebs sporting them. They are ridiculously hot. They have watches to fit almost every budget and every style. Above are some of my faves! You can find more @ www.toywatchusa.com!

*~*SMOOCHES FROM MO*~*