This Is What "Yes, I've Upgraded" Looks Like

Hate if you must.

P A R A N O i D

So yes I'm still raving about this latest Yeezy album..like I said in a previous post, if you haven't copped 808's && Heartbreak (or as I like to refer to it: Mo, Get Your Shit Together Like ASAP Before You Never Find A Man), then you need to get in your car right now and go COP IT...PLEASE DO NOT download it you bitches. Okay, but real quick:

I was recently having a convo with one of my dearest friends about how I know I'm that chick in the "Heartless" AND in "Paranoid"...we ended up discussing both songs in depth. When we got to "Paranoid" she said something that REALLY got me thinking and I wanted to share it with you (especially my ladies)...she said, "Morgan, if you're paranoid about this, that, and the third...this girl...that girl...why he's out...why he hasn't called...THEN you're wasting a bunch of time and you're making yourself look stupid and pathetic. What you REALLY need to be wondering is why you think so LITTLE of YOURSELF to be so PARANOID. If you think a guy might be cheating or might be actin a fool...it has nothing to do with that guy. It has EVERYTHING to do with the fact that you don't think enough of yourself to think someone could be good to you. And that's where your problem is. But I'm just sayin....MAN DOWN!"

*~*SMOOCHES FROM MO*~*

Yung Berg Needs To Have A Seat...For Real For Real!

Soooo I'm already not a fan of Yung Berg's dumbass in the first place...I can REALLY do without him. But this dude has really gone off the deep end. The "rapper" who has previously made negative statements about darker skinned women is slated to have his own reality dating show...and get this, he and his management team are attempting to cast ALL DARK SKINNED GIRLS!!! ((does he REALLY think this makes up for him referring to darker women as "dark butts" and saying he doesn't find them attractive??)) His management team has reached out to the casting company in charge of casting ladies for the show requesting darker skinned girls in an attempt to "find exceptional stand out beautiful dark skin/brown skin women to showcase all races of beauty on the show”. He's really interested in casting video model Jeri J. because he claims she is "pretty for a dark skin shorty".

What a LOAD of CRAP!!!! This guy REALLY thinks we are idiots. I truly pray that Jeri J. doesn't do the show. She needs to tell this kid that she only works for REAL RAPPERS/ENTERTAINERS....

In closing, Yung Berg, go sit down somewhere.....so serious.

*~*SMOOCHES FROM MO*~*

You Shoulda known he would get his OWN post!!!!

On a day when you are supposed to give thanks for things and people that you have in your life, I find myself giving thanks for someone who I no longer have in my life physically. They say some people come in your life to teach things and their stay may only be seasonal. Well, David taught me that things don't have to be perfect, but they can still be beautiful. I miss him everyday and he holds a place in my heart that no one can ever touch. I know he keeps me safe and sane...and because of him I am forever blessed.

David: I don't think you can even believe how much I miss you. Every day, every minute, every second..I am missing you. It's still hard to believe you are gone. It seems like just yesterday we were sitting in the parking lot of that pool party Julian was at spying through the fence, wondering if we should let him stay because it looked a little out of control!! LOL! Man, I miss you. So many things have changed since you've been gone...I find myself meeting new people and not even giving them a chance at being a good friend because I just would rather have YOU back. My heart aches with a pain that I never knew one person could feel. I feel so selfish because I know you are at peace and I know you're in a better place, but I want you back...here with me...with all of us. I know I shouldn't feel that way, but I do. I see people with their best friends out and about or in their little Facebook pictures...and I can't help but be jealous and a little angry because my best friend isn't here anymore...we can't take anymore pictures...I can't call him and tell him how bad my day was. I was just telling Julian the other day about that time we all went to Seikisui (me, you, Coleman, and Espe)...and you ordered the oysters and after you had JUST finished telling us how gross they were Coleman stuffs some in his mouth...we couldn't stop laughing. I miss laughing with you. I even miss fighting with you. I can't help but wonder if you would be proud of the person I am or the person I am becoming. Sometimes I know you wouldn't. But I try to do a little better everyday. I know I'm not the same...and to be honest, I'm kind of a mess. I don't let myself get close to anyone because I'm afraid I will lose them. I even ended some of my closer friendships after you left...I was just too scared. I'm trying though...I'm trying. My heart is broken...sometimes I wonder if it's even still there. If it is, I know it's in a million pieces and it's as cold as ice. I know I should be getting it together by now...I guess I'm still waiting for you to come back and say it was all a joke so I can yell at you and then give you my famous "don't do that shit again, David...oh you're smilin like I'm playin...love you, too." But anyway, I'll stop rambling. But I just wanted you to know how much I love you...and I'm so sorry if I didn't tell you as much as I should have...because God knows you told me every single chance you got that you loved me. I'm sorry for all the time I wasted being mad or upset or jealous...but for every time I was "mad", I hope you know I never didn't care or never stopped loving you. I loved you everyday. I still do. I realized I can't call your leaving a "loss". Because I'm not a loser. There's no way I couldve had someone like you in my life and be a loser. I'm a winner. I won the ultimate prize. Having had you in my life makes me have so much faith in God...because he thought enough of me to place you in my life. I am forever thankful. David, I love you...I miss you...I love you.

"Morgan, you know me so well and I know at this point you know all of my games and you won't take any of my bullshit and that's probably why it can't work. And it makes me really mad. But it's also why I love you so much and why we will always have each other. Now, call and see where Eppie's house is."--David R. Boyd II

Some of the People I Am THANKFUL For!

These are a few pics of me and the people who mean sooo sooo much to me!!! I'm definitely thankful for all of them!! Yessss....and of course I included myself! WTF!

HAPPY TURKEY DAY BiiiTCHESSSS!

So it's Thanksgiving again and I know EVERY SINGLE ONE OF YOU has SOMETHING to be thankful for...and if you can't think of anything, be thankful for the computer or cellie that allows you to access Stiletto Stories! Yee dig?!? I'm thankful for so many things. It's been a interesting, stressful, yet oh so blessed year. Here are the TOP 10 things I'm THANKFUL FOR:
10. Having my little brother in the A ( a freshman at MOREHOUSE COLLEGE)!!!
9. The body of a GODDESS....
8. Stilettos...because everyone knows they can MAKE any outfit...PLUS every boy loves a high heel (with or WITHOUT clothes to match).
7. Sooo many SUSHI restaurants in ATL and So many friends that will eat sushi with me on any given day at any given time.
6. Lips that keep the boys comin....
5. My new condo.
4. AMAZING PARENTS WHO PAY FOR MY NEW CONDO!!!!!!!!!!!!
3. Every single BOY that has taught me any lessons on life&&love.
2. Rainy days that allow you to stay inside with the one you care about and get to know them even better.
1. An AMAZING GOD who proves to me over and over that he is in control in my life and he has so many wonderful things in store for me. Thank you Lord for showing me that no matter how hard it might seem, you'll never bring me to it not to bring me through it. *Weeping may endure for a night, but joy commeth in the morning.*

Who Said TOYS are for kids?!?!

My MUST-HAVE accessory of the YEAR comes from the awesome people @ ToyWatch. This company makes some of the most AMAZING watches ever!!!! You can find many of your fave celebs sporting them. They are ridiculously hot. They have watches to fit almost every budget and every style. Above are some of my faves! You can find more @ www.toywatchusa.com!

*~*SMOOCHES FROM MO*~*

ALL MY SiNGLE LADIESSS....these kicks are for YOU!

This is the 2009 version of the Nike WMNS Air Force 1. This time around, they are making the shoe high-top, which of course the ladies are rockin mighty hard these days. These come sporting a tonal White on White floral pattern on the upper as well as a mix of patent leather and premium leather. These pretties are expected to hit stores in time for Valentine's Day. So ladies, be on the look out!!!

Barneys x ALiFE

Barneys has once again teamed up with ALiFE to create a few siiick shoes. I don't even usually like patent, but these go pretty hard. They have brought back the very popular "Everybody" style in the form of the "Patent Pack". They are available now, ahead of time for Black Friday shopping, exclusively at http://www.barneys.com/ and Barneys co-op locations for $140.

How Could You Be So *heartLESS*

So I've been off the blog for awhile...been busy doing some reflecting. You know how that goes. As the year comes to a close, a lot of us tend to reflect on the past year and grade ourselves. Well overall, I give myself a C+. Hey, I'm an honest chick. BUT, as always you find these crazy random things that you need to work on. Thanks to KANYE WEST, I have found something I need to work on kinda on the ASAP tip.
First of all, if you haven't copped the Kanye West "808s && Heartbreak" album, you're slackin. But that's neither here NOR there. I'm sure you have heard the song "Heartless". ((It's that shit)). Here's what I've realized...that crazy mean heartless bitch he's talking about.....
THAT'S ME!!!!!!!!
I AM that heartless girl he is talking about. You see, I have spent my life reeling these guys in (some good, some bad). I reel them in on hope, dreams, sex appeal, and "love"&&affection ONLY to flip the script on them when they least expect it. One day I am all over this guy on some crazy in love type shit...the next day I'm screaming and yelling, damn near making a list of everything wrong with them. The funny part is, I do all of this nonsense, only to attempt to reel them in again. A few of them aren't havin it...a few of them are. I send these guys on a crazy rollercoaster ride only to be standing there when the ride is over with this "baby, why aren't we talking" or "baby, why are you mad at me" look on my face. This is a problem.
Now, THIS is what REALLY gets to me...I don't play these childish games with the bad boys...you know those boys I really shouldn't be dating in the first place...the ones that treat me wrong and all that shit. NOPE! They get the ROYAL treatment. It's the GOOD guys, who get sent for a tailspin. I feel bad for the poor guys...because they meet the nice, chill, super down Morgan. The one that makes them be like "yeah, she's that chick." But, by the time it's all said and done, they are asking themselves "why did I ever fuck with her?" And this just shouldn't be. However, it is the story of my life. Today...that shit changes.
You're probably wondering what started this whole rant (mother fucker, like I told you earlier, it was YEEZY). DAMN! Pay attention! But it was ALSO this really cool guy that I did in. I'll give you a QUICK synopsis: met him @ his job...sooooo super cute....nicest guy I've met in awhile...we clicked like instantly (call is same sense of humor or sarcasm if you will)...started kickin it...texting all the time...i ADORED him...BUT he was one of those guys who knows EVERY POSSIBLE GIRL in the city of ATL...and that annoyed me...because not only did he know them, but he would speak to them IN FRONT OF ME...so that triggered something in me...I went into *heartless* mode...but not only that, I went into *PARANOID* mode as well (Kanye was on some REAL TALK on this album)...I was constantly asking "why are you talking to this girl, that girl"...it became something I didn't want it to become...I became THAT girl...and that's not even me...so of course I turned it on him on some real ruthless type stuff...just being a bitch...he wasn't having it...so of course I then resorted to the pathetic girl role(which all of my ladies know is really PANIC mode)...he was DEFINITELY not having that...kinda givin me the whole "you dug yourself this hole..." shit....words were exchanged, things were said, a scene was caused at his workplace (lmao..ok thats not even funny)...but long story short, it was OVER.
Now looking back on it, I realize that he wasn't trying to disrespect me or hurt me...he's just honestly a NICE guy who has mad friends (girls and guys). Period. And at the end of the day I'm left feeling stupid because hands down, he is the COOLEST guy I have met since moving to Atlanta. No questions. Ladies: you know how you have dinner with your girls and all you say is "i just wanna meet a cool guy who makes me laugh, is not on some bullshit, calls me when he says he will call, etc". Well, I had him. And uhhh yea....so that's all bad.
I'm someone who is honest with myself...I won't kid myself and ever say that fence can be mended although I really hope it can be one day. But, I will say that it's one of the biggest learning experiences if I ever had and if I needed to lose an amazing guy, then I can find peace and contentment in that. You live, you learn, and you grow...sometimes at the expense of others and sometimes at your OWN expense.
To that guy: You are the SHIT. Period. Don't ever let ME or ANYONE else tell you otherwise. I was an idiot and some little kid type stuff. Real talk. I can admit that. From every heartfelt part of my being, I APOLOGIZE to you for the madness. NONE of that was on YOU. It was all ME and my insecurities. You did nothing but make me laugh and make me Chef Boyardee at 4 am. :) You are the best and I really hope you find hapiness no matter who it is with or who it is without. You're a little on the weird side (with your random sarcastic comments, obsession with fashion and music, and slight alcoholism)...but I guess that makes you even more amazing. But yea, I apologize to you because that person was not even ME. ("This fashion show sucks, let's go home and makeout...I just think we should go home and make out") LMAO...Oh and as for that "other half" of yours...he's the shit too...DEFINiTELY an alcoholic, but the shit nonetheless. I truly adore the both of you.
To my readers: PLEASE do NOT think these random, personal rants will happen frequently. Because they will NOT! I just had to get this off of my chest and have a diary moment. Most of that probably didn't even make sense to you anyways...and it wasn't supposed to. Now, back to the fashion, gossip, bullshit, and everything else!
*~*SMOOCHES FROM MO*~*

Wearing Your 'HEART ON YOUR SLEEVE' Is The Latest Fashion

Now, I've never been the biggest fan of Aubrey O'Day (of Danity Kane), but something about this girl is kinda loveable. Her newest clothing line, Heart on My Sleeve, has debued and I'm actually liking it. Above are some of my fave items from the line. You can find these items and many more @ www.heartonmysleeveshop.com!!

*~*SMOOCHES FROM MO*~*

End of the Night (morning) Thoughts.......

i really am hating this cold weather. i love cold weather fashion. i can sleep all day tomorrow. gotta go get those new rock&republics tomorrow. eppie told me about some video thing she wants me to get hip to...gotta do that. i miss eppie. he was a loser, but at least i got a comfy ass pair of Morehouse sweats out of our union. the ex had a good game tonight...good for him. chev needed some freaky songs for some party he's dj-ing soon...glad i wont be @ that rompfest. gotta get my dior shades from ron's tomorrow. guess i wont be sleeping all day afterall. it's weird when you realize childhood had officially ended. i get better with age. iphone or blackberry bold? get it shawty. i love how certain girls are copying my blog style. haters = motivators and OFTEN imitators. need to wash the makeup off of my face. perhaps i will plop on the couch and watch old episodes of family guy & robot chicken. fuck that. i miss fraggle rock. asians never turn off their blinker after theyve already switched lanes or turned...gotta love em anyway. im blessed. im a blessed mess. fuck gotta see if i won the mega millions...gotta love the ga lottery...well if i win.

BLOG YOU!!

I LOVE this cute baby tee, so I posted it for the ladies! It can be found EXCLUSIVELY @ shopKitson.com as part of the new 90120 collection.
OH AND FYI: Speaking of 90120, the FAB && SEXXXY Lauren London will SOON be joining the cast of the New 90210! If you haven't been watching already, I suggest you start!

SHOE GAME SO SiCKK IT NEED A VACCINE

One more sneaker post for the evening. This is a Preview of the upcoming Nike x Michael Lau 1World Air Force 1. It's a quilted, more FAB version of the white/white forces. Interesting TID BIT: Michael Lau looked to a psychiatric ward for inspiration for this pair of Air Force 1’s, hence the shoe being dubbed the “Air Crazy Force 1″. I know you can't wait for these...I know, I know.
*~*SMOOCHES FROM MO*~*

STEP Ya Game Up...Literally.

Say Hello to the Kevin Hunter x Nike Air Force 1. Modeled after the interior and exterior of Kevin Hunter's BENTLEY, these kicks are definitely ONE of a KIND. The shoe consists of a red upper complimented by a gum sole and midsole. Yellow lining is also included along with the Bentley emblem at the heel. GET THIS THOUGH!!!: The box that houses the sneakers was designed to match the WOOD GRAIN on the INSIDE of the Bentley. This collaboration was spearheaded by Nike’s Innovation Kitchen. Cop em if ya can!

*~*SMOOCHES FROM MO*~*

You Might Think Me Queer, But THIS Is What's In MY EAR!!

I like to keep you guys posted on things that keep my life moving...MUSIC definitely has a huge influence on my life and I think for all of us sometimes that ONE song can just GET US THROUGH! We all have different soundtracks of our lives, and as we change, so does the track listing. Currently, there are a few artists that I have on current rotation in my iPOD and I'm pretty sure they will have permanent spots. My SOUNDS OF THE MOMENT ARE: THE MATCHES, MGMT, BOYS LIKE GIRLS, && THE COOL KIDS!!!!!!!!!!!!
I couldn't even begin to tell you how much I am loving these particular artists right now! THE MATCHES is a Oakland, CA formed group group who have made a definite impact on the Cali music scene with a unique punk/alternative sound that is akwardly infectious! Gotta love em. MGMT is a Brooklyn, NY based duo. Their electronic-rock tunes each have some element from a different genre in them, making their style hard to put a finger on. No wonder Rolling Stone named them as one of their Top 10 "Artists To Watch" in 2008. BOYS LIKE GIRLS is a Boston-based group whose radio-friendly pop rock sound has made a major BANG recently. Listing influences as Jimmy Eat World, Blink-182, Story of the Year, Relient K, The Academy Is..., Kelena, and Dashboard Confessional, the four-piece group has created their own sound by adding a new style of vocals. And now for the COOL KIDS! This crazy insane hip-hop duo hailing from Detroit and Chicago have brought something completely NEW && FRESH to the table and I for one am STARVING!! They started off with the intention of just making beats for some of the top artists, but soon realized their own vocals fit best over the music. Now able to say they have worked with artists such as Lil Wayne (track called "Gettin It"), the crazy, COOL KIDS are well on their way.
Seriously, please check out ALL of these AMAZING groups! They are definitely worth a listen!
*~*SMOOCHES FROM MO*~*

GANGSTA GRILLZ NIGGAAAA

It's out folks!!!! SHOUT OUT TO DJ DRAMA & THE APHILLIATES...WEEZY, WHAT UP?!?
CHECK iT OUT RiGHT HERE!

THEY Do It For HIP-HOP

No this is NOT a REAL video...I just wanted you guys to hear this track. All because I fucks with it. This is FRESH off of Luda's upcoming album Theater of the Mind...it's called "I Do It For Hip-Hop" and it features NONE OTHER THAN Nas and Jay-Z...can it get ANY better? Check it out!!

*~*SMOOCHS FROM MO*~*

It's Been A Long Time, I Shouldn't Have Left You

Hey guys! Sorry I've been away for a minute, I was out of town and you know when you are out of town it is time to TRULY relax!! But I'm back and ready to roll...above, I posted a video snippet from Saturday's SNL. The club features the Justin Timberlake "Single Ladies" Parody feat Beyonce herself. Quite funny!!!! Check it out!!

*~*SMOOCHES FROM MO*~*

Sumthin for the FELLAS

Because I LOVE Fashion, especially in the fall...and because I LOVE my FELLAS (well some of them) I figured I'd give you some of my fave pieces from different men's collections for the fall. I don't really date guys that wear the everyday look, so some of this stuff might not be for everyone. But it's for me and that's all that matters. Don't get me wrong though, I LOVED pretty much every piece in Ralph Lauren Purple Lable's Fall 2008 Collection...they will NOT however be featured today. I'm just REALLY loving a few key brands for men this season: Creative Recreation and Supra are REALLY KILLING the Sneaker game this season. Apparently, their designers are NOT PLAYING!, Sneaktip is effin up everyone's t-shirt game on a SERIOUS level, Crooks & Castles is bringing something so funky and so fresh for my fellas this season that I almost CAN'T STAND IT!!!! (they've even teamed up with Sneaktip for a few tees featured in the Sneakertip vs Crooks collection), and of course those crazy people from Billionaire Boys Club are keepin it funky with their line as well. I'm going to list the items in order of their pics (from top to bottom). ENJOY!

1: The Galow Hi in Sky Multi by Creative Recreation

2: The Muska Skytop in Croc Suede by Supra

3: The Dicoco Sneaker by Creative Recreation

4: The Galow Hi in Black and Silver by Creative Recreation

5: The Cruizer Sneaker by Supra

6: The Chrome Mesh LTD Edition Suprano High

7: The Crooks off the Books T by Sneaktip

8. The Best Thing NY Tee by Sneaktip (back of shirt says FUCK bitches, get MONEY)

9. The 99 Problems Tee by Sneaktip
10. The Scripter Flannel Button Up Shirt by Crooks & Castles

11. The Twill Stadium Jacket by Crooks & Castles

12. BBC Blast Off Vegas Jacket by Billionaire Boys Club

*~*SMOOCHES FROM MO*~*